Teacher by profession.. Mum by choice..

Children are such a blessing indeed. However, there is such a great amount of trust and patience that goes with the challenges of being a mum and an educator. It demands so much of me, literally making me slip into the robe of calmness. The role is ever so difficult.

Very often i get the question of, how do i ever manage with so many kids at school when the parent cannot even handle the little four year old at home. I absolutely don't know..but i have realized that it is easier to handle a child who isn't your own. Somehow, they actually listen to me. 

I must admit that i am fortunate, i have a tendency to attract children wherever i am. I simply love them, they are angels in disguise..literally..

Despair of my longing..

The pale blue contrast of the ice-berg..

the crash and go of the mighty waves and the sky in its splendor of strange tones..

create the setting of a love story which turned into a bleak state of surrender.. 

I cant stop looking at this picture..

the mood at present leaves me in a state of restless tears.. 

I wait still..for your embrace, the very same one which lasted for a moment 

but it carried through my life forever.. 

I need to set you free..I need to bury your love away.. 

I need to swim across this ocean of distress and reach for the calm after the storm.. 

Go away with this majestic blue ice-berg.. Leave me to be.. 

I cannot express the pain which is suppressed deep within these waters of uncertainty.. 

Your voice bites like poison in the echo of my mind.. 

From my heart to yours.. 

I love you but only in the dreams of my nagging conscience because your love was never mine forever... 

So long dearest.. 

Drift away into oblivion.. 

Search for me never again.. 

You bring too much pain, you bring too much pain.. 

(tassy)